Well, some of you know and some of you don't know that my journey to happiness included a big change in life. Which is why I haven't posted in a while. Life is an ever changing journey and where you think you have it planned out to go doesn't always happen. I never had divorce planned in my journey, but it is now. As things are finalized now - these were some of the things that I pondered over while going through the process.
1. Where in God's name am I going to live? (Through this process, I do believe that God and I have an understanding and have worked this out. God and I have been talking a lot lately and so He's not as p.o'd as one might think. A sin is a sin, and forgiveness is forgiveness. Think what you need to, because I do, too.) So, yes, I'm wondered where in this great beautiful land I would live! I was lucky enough to stay with some family for about two months. I think they were as excited to have me as I was excited to have them welcome the boys and me into their home. Recently, however, I was able to purchase a home. And let me tell you how invigorating that is!! I am the proud owner of a three bedroom, two bathroom home with all the stuff inside it! It's a very rewarding feeling.
2. How will all the ends meet? I guess, in God's hands', they will all come together!
3. I'm changed my name!! I know I have two kids who will grow up with their momma having a different name - but seriously, it could be worse! They could each have a different name than me and each other! Considering I work in the schools, I see worse things all the time! So, darn it, I'm doing it!
4. It will all work out. Amazingly enough - I know that it will all work out. No matter what things come my way, I am promising myself that I know, with God's help, everything will be okay. Everything will work out. Everything will be okay, and everything will come together just fine.
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